Anxiety

Blog Singh,

It is believed that vomiting during the first trimester is a good sign. I have been feeling sick since week 4 and I have another week or two left in the first trimester. Do you think everything is going to be okay this time? I really hope so. I freak out if I am not feeling as sick as usual, thinking if that means I am losing the pregnancy. I know it doesn't work that way... The feeling of nausea comes and goes through out the trimester but it's hard to be logical when emotions are involved. I have not told anyone in the family yet because I didn't want to say anything till the crucial time was up. I wish I could have kept it from M too... I don't like to see him worry. You know he still has the tag from our last hospital visit... I shudder thinking what he feels like every time he sees it. I don't like seeing him like this. I want to see him smiling. Hopefully, things will work out this time because I can't even picture the other scenario for either of us.

Until later...

Spirit Kaur